^.^

2010-01-02T14:10:00.002+08:00

poof. new year. yeah, happy happy new year.
somehow, i dont feel like celebrating new year. sad year. dont have a good feeling about this year. really. random looking photos on the web. sad. realised that many things have changed. really. many many things that i have never ever imagined. many things that i thought would neverchange and happen just changed and happened. am i the only one that does not realise this change? or is it that i have known it long time ago, just unwilling to accept it? idk. and i dont want to know. this is really nothing good. a total different change. not a recent change, but it seems to have changed a long time ago... just that i wasnt aware.
maybe it was because i was too naive. think that even if that would be a change, it wouldn't be much.
i was wrong.
many things changed. i'm just thinking is it really changing for the better? this new year is nothing good. time is running up.

시원♡ the only happy thing siwon :D
loves forever (:

02/01/2010 (since there is no date, i shall put it here from now on)

2009-12-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

in case it gets inactive again -.-

tons of holiday hw. sian.

2009-11-16T16:41:00.001+08:00

sian.

2009-10-18T17:34:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time. OMG! InuYasha has released a new season, contiuning the manga! although this seems to be good news for all other inuyasha fans, i don't feel very happy though. duno why. this feeling has been affecting me. sometimes, i even feel kinda sad. maybe it's because it's ending and they cut the manga so short that they reduced 200+ chapters to 26 episodes. sad. wished i had animax:( aww... is the continuation of inuyasha really a good thing? skipped so many chapters, might as well skipped the whole thing-.- it doesn't have such a really happy ending. anyway, INUYASHA FOREVER! <3
exams are over! whee!!!!!!!!! had been playing ever since the last paper ended. went around orchard with jiaying on wednesday, when some ppl were having their bio paper and PURE geo paper, haha :D orchard ion was big and we kinda spend around 1hour walking around orchard to find cineleisure. haha, great exercise. then spend another hour looking for jackets. poof. the worst thing is that we went to orchard and ate at the food court and went back to northpoint to eat pastamania -.- was wanting to eat seoul garden but considering to money we had and the energy we had left, we choose pastamania that was just beside seoul garden -.- was a fun day. went to watch 500 days of summer. thought it would be nice but turned out to be quite boring. it was rated 4stars some more . lol. damn it. waste my six dollars.
waiting for my exam results to come out. every minute is a torture. sad. must comfort myself that everything will turn out fine :)

one last thing. the worst ever. band is starting. i'm dreading it. life never felt so free without band, yet, i still have to face the reality. this irritating thing is back. 6 more months and i shall be free.

2009-08-14T19:46:00.003+08:00

long time since i posted.
read jinjyue's blog and found it quite touching to see that picture on her blog and see her thanking the group of friends that was with her in SWENSENS that day. it was just a sudden feel that simply just... came out. a suddenly warmth that i have been longing for ages, those primary school type best friend thingy.
that day was fun. we brought her to SWENSENS and was like telling her to treat us but actually was planning a surprise for her. janice and xinyi brought her to the table first and me, jiaying , joan secretly went to order the cake. fun to see her expression when she saw the cake :D we sang happy birthday song for, but actually, we practically screamed. it was loud enough for the whole of SWENSENS to hear us. when we were finishing, kelly came and joined us and took the photo which was actually a nice garden but was described as joan's cave -.- very fun. kinda missed that, was wishing to go through that again but i know, you could never turn back time.

term test period, was damn stressed on the day for humanities. had a sudden urge that i wanted score A1s although i knew it was impossible...

duno why, had a lot of feelings these days... sudden emo-ing for a moment. like wanting to stop time and let me ponder for a few seconds... feels that like just passed on too fast... too fast for me to catch it. yet, no matter how bad things can go, there is always someone there... that someone is always there... for the sake of "someone", i'm going on with life.

He's always there for me, no matter what happens, i know, i'll be protected by him.

Just for the sake of you, finally, i'm going to see you again... after so long....

2009-07-07T18:01:00.002+08:00

long time no post cause got nothing to post, even have also forget le, my last post was about the orchard one, so next one is the one to vivo watch ghost of girlfriends past with pearl and jiaying. then with caveman and fat hua watch threads of destiny which i thought would be nice although in the end only the music nice. school started le, ndp training again. sian.

k, WON'T BLOG OFTEN! so dun ask me update again, the next post might be next month, a few months later? ha

2009-06-23T12:46:00.003+08:00

joan said my blog was boring... so i decided to update it. although i have nothing to.
band camp.
this was supposed to be fun de lor, then my parents paranoid dun let me go:( stupid swine flu ALL YOUR FAULT! awww, my last band camp is gone and that means i have never go before band camp... sob sob. haiz... what a pity

some ppl might know that i din have internet connection a few days ago.... but now i have so i'm here blogging! yay! cheer for me! -.-

next thing. yup, hols hw. another great problem, grrr.... I HAVEN"T FINISH! and last week le lo.
T.T how?! geo project also big problem lo.. zzzzz, i'm going mad.
there's a movie called threads of destiny coming out on 25june, die die also must watch... even if it means getting swine flu.. haha jk jk

2009-06-06T12:47:00.004+08:00

Whoo! I'm bored. went to orchard with joan on thurs. brought kaiyuan along too :D went to such a far place, we still choose to eat mac, ha, loyal customers:) then went looking for the cineleisure. walk and walk and walk around. ha, thx to joan's sharp eyes, saw it. just behind us. watched dance! subaru. by right, it should be very nice, but doesn't feel right. even joan say very touching lo. cried only a little bit. it really is nice, yet somehow just feel something not right. like... empty. joan say go kinokuniya, for books agains. saw InuYasha manga! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! that was the happy part :DD although i finished the series. awww... but like just so ex lo. one book like $20+ then the movie one even need $40+. T.T i want buy la.... then like see alot jap books, got a sudden interest. maybe due to InuYasha, ha, who knows:) actually, wanted to post pics der, then lazy also duno how, so in the end, just decided to write more. i watched finish BOYS OVER FLOWERS! ha, that's why i late that day. the ending like just quite plain lo. they all just stand at the seaside, then end liao-.- the first few episodes more nice. cause after that all the same old love stories, unoriginal. not fun der.
sian, still got so much hol hw, duno when will finish-.- 一切随缘吧! ha ^o^

as for you, well, whatever you say, i don't wanna think so much anymore. sounds like i'm the bad guy, huh? well, maybe i am. who knows? life still has to go on right? can't just stop here cause of this....

every band prac now feels like a fear.

2009-05-30T16:31:00.002+08:00

Sian. yesterday got back report book. Grrr... failed english. just 1.something more to pass! just that little gap... and my rankings differ by almost a hundred! Grr.... it's just not fair. :((( well, at least i had 2 As... haha. this mid year is one big lesson. must buck up in the june hollidays lo. must get straight As the next time.
yesterday's band wasn't too band. hope chew won't get angry. overall, i think at least my section did well:) not bad... without the seniors. looking at my sec1s, many memories. haiz....
jiayou cornets!

2009-05-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

exam end le. haha finally lo. results were atrocious!
EL- Failed :'(
Chem/Physics- C
E/A maths- A/C
that's pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chew say cornets did a fantastic job today!!!!!!!! woot!

GO CORNETS!!!

2009-04-09T18:49:00.004+08:00

I'm so stressed man. and i feel like i shouldn't be. when there is syf for me to think about and to worry about, i still have to be frustrated over this thing.
yes, i may be thinking that you are sensitive. to me, u are.
Syf is the piority now, nothing else matters as much. different people are giving me different suggestions now, i can't say much, it's me and u.
and i dare to say this, before this "war" started, besides the hall, i NEVER-ED pangseh u. whoever sat beside u in the comp lab was beyond my control. it's up to that whoever.
there are not only people that gave me suggestions, there are also people that confronted me.
don't. it's hard to explain it.
saying out everything bluntly will hurt everyone.

u won't understand how i feel now, i may look as if i don't care.
but i do.
alot.
it's not i'm petty and flipping out everything in the past. i don't want to.
yes, i know. it's no one's fault.
it's just who we are.
maybe our characters just don't fit. u are in the comfort zone, loved by all, and ur family is always there for u. ur jokes are different from mine. i take it as a joke, u take it seriously.
me, i'm not loved so much like u are. the ability to take jokes is different, my jokes may hurt u, yet it will brings laughters when i take it to band.
different.
i don't want to say everything out so obvious. it will sound like i'm pushing the blame on u.
but get this.
i'm not.
insensitive towards others, yet sensitive towards urself.
i have lots to say.
but not here.
i can't.
since it's no one's fault, i can't blame it on anyone.

what are best friends?

syf...

2009-04-08T20:55:00.005+08:00

Recently, there are really alot of things happening.

First thing, SYF.
I..... reallt duno wat to say. Very sorry to Mr chew... i'm sorry we disappoint u... i cried, partly thinking of what he did for us and the faith he had in us... but the results were.... those 15min, i really tried... u made us have the hope... yet we disappoint u... u trusted us alot... so much that my confidence comes from u, u even looked so lively on stage. i can't imagine how would u feel... when u know the results. 我们让你失望了. there were regrets. u hoped so much for the best, yet... the moment i knew the results, that's it. nothing can changed it anymore. i really worked... i'm disappointed in myself too, in some ways... sec4s stepping down. i want to play something for them... all sec3s playing something for them... something that make them really unforgettable.... mr chew coming this sat, how am i going to face him?! if he comes and and scolds us, i might feel better, but if he "bounces" and is so lively like every prac, i'm gonna feel DAMN guilty. i really feel对不起他。another thing... it's something that i never know i will say. it's only until syf.

I LOVE YTWO!
wow! i just said that. in the past, i was like complaining how tiring band was and quitting band all these. but now... i love band! syf had so much impact on me. i think to joan as well. i realised that i din complained so much about band during these few prac, like even the mon and tues prac were not on the schedule, is add on, i din complained like i did in the past... in fact i feel that it was reasonable... i changed alot of my opinion about band during the syf period... i'm like damn enthu now. oh, and thx the ppl that comforted me today, i will be better after a few days, i'll get over it soon.... i hope.

next, this got nothing to do with band... i duno what u think or what u really want to say but, how can i tell u? time is what we all need now. alot of thinking needs to be done. maybe our opinion are different. the standard of things we can take are different as well. i can't say much. maybe to u, that is what u think but to me alot of things can be different. maybe is because of band, the friends i make in band makes me think alot differently. the level of joke, the meanings of words.... " friends that u make in band are friends u can never find outside band" a quote from a senior. it's true. the level of maturity and jokes are very different. u might take it seriously, but we will take it as a joke. maybe more "open". syf period, there are really alot of things i'm worried about and to discuss. i'm still struggling with the syf mood. can't get over it so fast, so i may need more time. i'm sorry if you think i left u out. it's natural to feel this way, i think. pungseh. whats the meaning of it to u and to me? different level of understanding of it maybe. we all need to calm down to think...

2009-03-17T18:52:00.001+08:00

holidays are the WORST!

2009-03-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

I know, it's been a long time since I have posted anything, so here I am.

1st thing, I've tolerating this this for very long b4 posting it on blog. friends, what are they for actually? I'm starting to get blur of the definition of the meaning for friends. yeah, i am having some problems with her. it has been so long, i don't want to destroy the bond, please... change back... at least a little better. don't let me hate you, i don't want to. i'm starting to find you irritating, impossibly selfish and unreasonable. i've been tolerating this for a very long time, really. please, be a bit more... unselfish? it's like you are rich then excepting everyone to go along with what you think and cannot go against you. NO! it's really unreasonable and i'm getting fed up. and, don't act to gain ppl's attention. if you really think that it's not something to be proud of, why say it aloud and say it like it is an honour? don't so 小心眼 can? for such small matters you also want to angry for so long. don't so selfish too. give others a chance lah. u think u big ar? ppl must always go along your wishes meh? why must they? can't you be the one to make a little sacrifice? why must it others? u say want change then change, ppl must listen ar? then if they don't you show the unhappy face. you think others what? you are the royal and they are the useless fellows that serves you?! you want order ppl around and want them to do what you want, do it on other ppl, i'm sick and tired of this. and, if you feel that you are being bullied by others, and cry for that, think twice. if you did not confront then in the 1st place, then when they climb over your head, you cry and complain to others and let other ppl pity you. WHAT THE! don't always act so innocent can, you are not. so what if you are rich? friends are not servants. oh, i forgot, i'm even sure if you had ever taken us as friends. i'm tired and sad and frustrated. i don't know how much longer i can bear with this but b4 i blow up, change your attitude. i still want to save this friendship of ours. please, be friends still, kays?

i'm scared of being alone...

2009-02-21T17:35:00.003+08:00

3e5 HUAT AH!

sec3 camp rocksssssssss! i want to go again. it's was so fun. except the mealtimes.yeah with people shouting at you, how are you supposed to eat?! the activities were ok, but the bonding of our class improved alot after the mountain trip.... 3e5 will be the best bonded class! yay! woot! we won the best campfire performance and the best class award! 3e5 HUAT AH! we will be the best and sec3 camp was the best camp ever. yeah, even if it means sleeping in the tents... the change to resort was a relief actually. my room turned the air-con to the minimum and slept at only 3+ am. the second latest i've slept in my life so far. zzz.... i feel like going again. the feelings were just the opposite on the first day and the last day. on first day, i felt like running home once i reached there. yet on the last day, i felt like staying on and not leaving. I cried several times on the third day. everything felt so touching. 3e5 won't forget everything that happened in the camp, it will be one of my most wonderful moments...

3e5, we kindle the flame from within...

2009-02-18T19:13:00.001+08:00

people! look here! add me in my new msn!

crest_of_light@hotmail.com

2009-02-06T21:25:00.001+08:00

sec3 camp is coming! woot! starting to look forward to it. but still need to spend alot $ T.T

2009-01-27T21:26:00.005+08:00

Song Of The Spirit Sending/ Song Of Seperation

LYRICS:
Chichi wa iwareta
arakashi no te wa mamori no te
Haha wa iwareta
hito no te aru wa
hagukumi no tame
Ryou no te awase
tobira wa hikari
guren no naka ni
nare wo kaesu
Na ga kora wo
hikari to narite
mamori kamae
mamori kamae

English
Father told me a demon's hand was a guardian
Mother told me a human's hand was there to raise me
With both hands together,
I open the door and return you to the crimson
And you become the light which protects your children

Japanese
父は言われたあやかしの手は守りの手
母は言われた人の手あるは育みの為
両の手合わせ扉を開き紅蓮の中に
なれを返なが子等を光となりて守りたまえ

Click here for the video link. It's REALLY NICE^.^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4eCYCsusAY&feature=channel_page

Loves,
Wangwei^.^

2009-01-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

long time no post le. don't want others to keep looking at the F*** post so i think it is better to post something. sec3 camp is coming and i'm really NOT looking forward to it.
there is another hot topic i'm find ing out, wont spell it out here.

loves,
Wangwei^.^

I'm PISSED!

2009-01-06T21:22:00.004+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK!!

This is the 1st time i'm starting my blog with this word. I'm REALLY pissed off and tired. Almost cried today. That FATTY teacher SUCKS! I'm going to buy a voodoo and use a chopper to stab it!! I'm really PISSED! Do I really deserved that?! Some people should know what i'm talking about. I scolded all the way from school till when i reached home. I'm might really agree with janice and go off with her. My limits are almost up. I really won't take it much more....

WHAT THE FUCK!!

2009-01-01T15:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I wish everyone have a smooth year ahead. But..... sec 3 life sucks, it will be unbearable, sad, pathethic and...... So I MUST study hard!!

i wonder if i can do it.....

i also want InuYasha to launch another movie leh....

2008-12-26T21:09:00.005+08:00

1st thing, I finally changed my blogskin and...
IT ROCKS!!!
YAY! Started watching InuYasha maybe a month ago.
Fell in love with this anime after watching the last movie - Fire On The Mystic Island.

I can't believe i'm watching an anime.
It's so touching....

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-12-14T12:26:00.008+08:00

chuanwan ask me do this quiz, so...

1.The person that tag/pass me this is?*chuanwan
2. The relationship between him/her is?*bestie
3. Your 5expressions of him/her is?* eh...
4. Most memorable thing he/she done for you?*she did alot of things for me
5. Most memorable thing he/she said to you?*She loves me
6. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on?*i would prefer our relationship now...
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?*she wouldn't
8. What is the thing that you want to tell him/her now?*INUYASHA ROCKS!
9. Your overall impression of him/her?*green green
10. How do you think the people around you feel about you?*i'm great! i hope
11. The character you love about yourself?*everything
12. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?*i won't hate myself
13. The most ideal person you want to be is?*me
14. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them.*i love you too. INUYASHA ROCKS!
15. Pass the quiz to 10people that you want to know how they feel about you.
1 jinjyue
2 flor
3 dinghui
4 miaoqi
5 jiawei
6 carlo
7 yunjing
8 yijun
9 me
10 me
( those who already done this quiz before , can ignore )
16. Who is no.6 having relationship with?(carlo)
*shd i care?
17. Is no.9 female or male?*(me)
girl^.^
18. If no.7 and no.10 be together, will it be a good thing?(me, yunjing)
*NO! i don't want to be les.
19. What is no.2 studying about?-(flor)
i didn't bother to find out
20. When was the last time you chat with no.3?-(dinghui)
yesterday.
21. What kind of music does no.8 like?(yijun)
*duno
22. Does no.1 has siblings?(jinjyue)
a sis
23. Will you woo no.3?*(dinghui)
no, she's my senior, a SHE
24. How about no.7?(yunjing)
i'm not a les.
25. Is no.4 single?(miaoqi)
hope so
26. What is the surname of no.5?-(jiawei)
lim, i think
27. What is the hobby of no.10?-(me)
watching INUYASHA!
28. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?(jiawei, me)
a bit
29. Where is no.2 studying at?(flor)
ytss
30. Talk something about no.1-(jinjyue)
.... hyper, even if she doesn't sleep, wonder where she gets the energy from?
31. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(yijun)
no, i'm happy as a friend now.
32. Where does no.9 stay?-(me)
a house, cause i don't have a home
33. Are you no.1 and no.5 bestfriend?(jinjyue,jiawei)
yes, i hope
34. Does no.1 have pets?-(jinjyue)
once upon a time
35. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?-(yunjing)
0.o can don't answer?
36. What is no.1 doing now?-(jinjyue)
sleeping, i'm sure.

Loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-12-08T20:31:00.001+08:00

I change my song le!

INUYASHA ROCKS!

2008-12-06T11:57:00.002+08:00

LONG time din't post le, again. yesterday was fun. alot of fun. played water games with the kids at the camp almost the whole day. we all made a few hundreds of water bombs in the morning and some more in the afternoon. yeah, and to think that we used it all. to think that we make the water bombs for the kids to splash at us, haha:) duno got hit by how many but although got hit again and again and got myself wet, it was so much fun! yesterday was the last day and i am going to miss those kids, even if i get bullied by them. if there is another one next year, i am going again! made syrup again. 1st day we made "coloured" rose syrup. yesterday, me and joan finally made mango syrup that was drinkable, fun, going next year if possibl:)

2008-11-10T18:55:00.005+08:00

long time din post le.

1st thing, kind of regret choosing 3e5 as my 1st choice. i should have put 3e7 as my 1st choice than 3e5. i kind of like biology actually... anyway it is too late now.
a few days ago, went to cathy, the woodlands one to watch movie with chuanwan. joan say sing to the dawn not nice de. but i watch like not bad mah, at least not very bad... then they give us free file. chuanwan want to use it on 1st day of school but i dun want leh, like very weird loh... but like better than using winx club de, hee. ate at kfc b4 that, enjoying halfway then suddenly jas came BANGING at the window. then she came in then we chat chat. going to different classes next year, i'm going to miss her... after movie, went to library to do hw. i was supposed to bring my hw but i 4got, end up with teaching chuanwan. she say saw a lot familiar faces but i like duno them leh.XD

saturday went to bukit panjang perform. meet up with jj and fatty hua and mrt and went northpoint find janice. saw huimin and jiaying. spend long choosing wat to eat... reach bukit panjang then go for rehearsal. i think like quite nice. i kept BLASTING for smoke on the water, like so fun. the 3 bands there all play ymca. 1st time find band so fun. :DD stage so small then only tuba and percussion stand on stage... went home then on the way fatty hua still wanted to eat so more, FATTY FATTY HUA:D
this post seems a bit long, ending off here.

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-11-09T14:20:00.001+08:00

k, i noe i haven't post for a long time. and so, my next post will be about something and not ...

2008-11-07T16:21:00.001+08:00

...

2008-10-17T16:41:00.001+08:00

long time no post. create a new blog, don't want some ppl to know some things so crate that blog. is just how i feel, if i din invite anyone, soory

2008-10-09T20:40:00.005+08:00

exams ended. i not sure if i should be happy. cause of some reasons. went to watch connected with chuanwan, sijia, ryon and hm. not bad but back pain cause sit too long. we seemed to think of how the movie was filmed more than watching it. kept talking about the how tiring to film action film. sad even exams ended, haiz...

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-09-30T15:13:00.011+08:00

Kiss the rain

Verse 1
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

verse 2
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The one to say that you would never leave

Verse 3
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

Verse 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

Verse 1

So why am I still here in the rain

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-09-17T14:44:00.005+08:00

exams are coming so you won't be expecting me to post too often。 finished twilight a few days ago. now moving on to new moon. it is really nice. and edward and bella... is like a lion(the predator) falling in love with the lamb( prey). chuanwan wanted me to post this: She is reading eclipse now and jas has finish breaking dawn and sijia hasn't started anything and i just started on new moon. the movie is coming soon!
let me find my own light in the book...

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-09-14T18:00:00.008+08:00

posting again. i'm pissed off cause of some reasons and it is not good to say it here. to the hell with that person and i'm not going to torerate that. i am going to point my middle finger for the first time cause of that person. better feel honoured. and i'm treated unfair. cause life is unfair and there is always darkness...... that person is not everything. don't act like you are and i won't take you like it even if others do. i'm not a bootlicker. fuck u all these vulgarities are coming out of my mouth cause of u. you should feel VERY honoured. i say again, i won't torerate you for long.

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-09-08T16:58:00.004+08:00

i know. i have a long time didnt post. so i'm posting now. cried these few days. something is bothering me it does not seems like that but it is true. innocent people keep getting hurt and i can do nothing. i dont want to just sit and watch iwant to help but it seems impossible. they are all so innocent yet getting hurt for no reason. me as well...
it is just these few days, sometimes feel so useless, want to help yet no way to do it. painful isnt it? didnt dare to cry in front of others, it feels childish and embarassing. but i just want peace.

will you help me?

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-09-03T22:00:00.003+08:00

nothing to post. post when have time

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-08-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

k, jinjyue wan me to post, so here i am. dun wan to talk bout term test cause i cried.
da next big ting my birthday is coming so i'm expecting presents!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
hee, fren mah, just give lah. tml band is going to tiring. and i'm going home late again. it just happens every fri. tis bad. well. end here, but dun forget da presents part,
bub bye=D

loves,
wangwei^.^

2008-08-11T14:33:00.002+08:00

i'm so sad. y does everyone treat me like this? i'm always been left out. i cant even dare to tell them that they are always leaving me out. and i dun even dare to cry, not in front of them. they will think maybe i'm just childish. they can do it so why can't i? we used to be friends. but now, i just can't find anything to tell her. she won't tell me anything now, but to others. and others are leaving me as well. just give me some friends will ya? i don't want to cry just because she is "leaving" me. i don't dare to tell her that she is leaving me out and she seems so happy without me. we used to talk alot, now nothing. she just look like she hates me and i don't know why. pathetic for me isn't it? just a pathetic girl talking her. friendlsss. i just hope she won't someday come and say she won't be friends anymore. forgive me if i did some thing wrong. i'm sorry........

loves,
wangwei^.^